8:50 AM (3 minutes ago)
to Nathan
Erik I'm gonna give you as a condensed as possible history of my history on your forum. I have no current platform to post it and will refer to it one day maybe for those that care for the clarification and based on the deletion thread rallying for a great poster I think there might be. This is all definitive. Thank you for your 5 minutes of time
Registered on your board in 2006. Nice posts. In 2007 my 8 year older freshly ex girlfriend had just gotten an account by virtue of antagonizing a still emotional 20 year old jerk store. I did the best thing I could think up and post native resolution size nudes of her in the few threads she was currently posting in that afternoon. Given the landscape in 2007 I was banned not for crimes against women but for disrupting unaffiliated threads in an otherwise very NSFW era. I accepted my error. Rightfully banned. I was forgiven by the only person I needed forgiveness from
Through 2007-9 I was given a few accounts all banned right outta the gate before I ever had a chance to settle in. "Ban on sights" issued. 2010 was my most engrossing and successful year online and hadn't even thought to touch the board again with a 10 foot pole as result
By late 2011 stimulation was waning; I register a new jerkstore account. The first and only account of the current MK. Even though I'd only been allowed maybe 1,000 posts total in my 5 year affiliation with the board, you activate it due to good will I've amassed through my years of stellar outside content. I get exactly one week in of good posts before I'm banned for alleging tricky a "messy roommate" (http://i.imgur.com/zoEtp.png) and here was badhat's reaction: http://i.imgur.com/DgNII.png (not psychotic enough to have went looking for these just compiled this in a blog post the last banning and had a quick reference point)
Late 2013 you re-activate my account. I get about a thousand posts in over the course of a couple months. Good posts. Good enough to place 1st or 2nd of all the board in that boardermash thing in my absence. I'm able to leave gracefully for the first time on my own accord and not by force to focus on my new baby daughter, Marlo
I come back last week to pm activist and teacher Mayfuck in hopes that he fuck the hell off and stop spreading hate over several threads about me while I'm not even there. He posts the pm. I'm lured out. I hang out for a couple days. A 20 year old pretend exhibitionist with histrionic disorder drinks piss and posts it online (bad video found here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5BD1DQqvwtM). I mock the video, treading lightly given my perpetuated reputation, even post a competing vid in good spirit https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RSx0QSzXItQ. 2 days later she puts me in the deletion thread over this: http://i61.tinypic.com/316oms9.jpg plays her *VICTIM* card and gives a manipulative ultimatum that it's either her or me. A youtube comment warranted as she'd attacked me in two threads since being back, had never interacted with her. A youtube comment she admits to be "kinda funny" http://i.imgur.com/Rswgyu7.png. She's almost unanimously laughed off....safe right??? Wrong. Banned again without trial for alleged "harassment" with no need for proof or even asking my side. I hear the warcry of fellow straight white males across the board....thread veers off into mustard by evening time. Marginalized yet again. Labeled a "repeat offender" who's been given "dozens of chances." It's not true. I fucked up once 7 years ago. Everything else is word of mouth and bad memory. If you support my contributions to your board as I know you do please do something about it
****condensed explanation***
Edit about 6pm est;;;; I know no one's read this because I stopped using this blogspot years ago but this seems like the end of the line for the old road dog. The sexless 45 year old bike virgin has now begun doling out new colored usernames to distract from the abuse in power.....sold out again by my own peers. Many spoke out....few followed through. We got like 25 members on there who have me to thank personally for the mainline into the board in the first place. A generation passing me by. Coulda been overturned. Coulda shoulda woulda. "What have you done for me lately???" they ask. "Wasn't that soundcloud thread from last year??" they shout. "The blistering murray st/grammatron fan fiction thread? What else you got?", they laugh. The holder of a 2013 top 20 thread of the year. Winner of "boardermash" with just 6 weeks of material. No break in time needed. The original big dick renaissance poster. Relevant, feared, beloved. 8 year run; bonafide legend status in only <5k combined posts. Father, brother, son. Think I'm hangin it up for good this time. Bad hat fucked up on this one....always wants it whichever way he thinks the wind is blowin, this time he didn't even bother to put that dusty ass finger up. I kissed the ring....I played my position. I did everything I was supposed to. Feigned modesty, feigned averageness. Played within the parameters. What a damn fool I was. Time to start a new chapter. Won't come back to be inevitably abused again and played off as laughs because I drank a little piss on top of it. I know my rights. Disappointed. You're probably disappointed too....I don't owe you a single thing. You got my entire 20's. I got the aftertaste of piss in my mouth
edit;;; May use this blogspot to post unlisted videos of me playing DDR when I get my hard pad soon
edit;;; This is a duet I sang on my smule karaoke account like a year ago that got deleted with many other classics and stopped using the service but some fuckin dweeb had the foresight to save them beforehand and post for me and wanted to upload this one to bookend this very poignant post.....felt very tongue in cheek a year ago but is resonating with me in a very meaningful plus sorrowful way in light of recent happenings....if I knew then this was the last you'd ever hear from me I probably would have put some careful preparation into this but at its emotional core this is beautiful. Plan to check what new songs are on there to sing in the future please follow smule.com/R_M_D
edit 9:30pm est;;;; I want to be crystal clear here either badhat or those that allegedly pm'd him accusations of "harassment" is lying. The only pm I sent out was in self defense to Mayfuck, which he immediately posted and continued to harass me through the couple days I was there. My only rebuttal everytime was that he stop terrorizing me. I got one pm from sour which I replied to respectfully. She has my permission to screenshot that. One pm to cronos asking that he quit demonizing me for something he idolized me for a few years ago. That was all...no more no less. I left it all on the playing field. If anyone says otherwise please encourage that they screenshot proof. Thank you
edit 11 pm; Catching up on the thread. Badhat's posted like 10 times....still hasn't given a single name as to who reported me. Still not a single shred of evidence of anything that isn't already up in this post. Show us what you have against me or get off your fuckin ass unban me and stay the fuck outta my way, sir
FINAL EDIT 6/25/14;;;;;
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