i feel glad to be back on blogspot

we have had an eventful weekend. this weekend our hands held closer to our digital cameras than our trackpads. together our youtubes prosper




with a freshly released set of poignant youtubes, and badhat has only now just caught wind of a video that already feels centuries old (one week) recorded in the troubled part of my life. pay especially close attention to the time between badhat's posts. in his first post he relays a quote of mine which appears very early on in this vid, somewhere around the 2 minute mark in its 10 minute duration. he believes he's in for a playful, lighthearted romp.. a "roast" where the stand-up comedian gives the roastee 5 minutes of his best zingers before using his last minute of stage time to tell everyone what a great guy he is and commend him on his good work in whatever field of the industry that he works in. classic roast format. i imagine when badhat submitted this post he sat there at his computer smiling. he felt proud to be what he could only interpret this early into the video as "admired." to just have a video, and that felt good. 4 minutes later and badhat submits another post. at this point he has claimed to have "flagged those vids." badhat is feeling mislead on what he thought was to be "just a good time" but in actuality lead down a long winding road of a psychological thriller paid for at his expense. the 1-2 punch of these posts have made my night. i imagine thoughts going through badhat's head such as "this joke isn't funny anymore" or "i hope my wife and my stepson are safe" and "i feel scared. i feel embarrassment in the eyes of my peers." i just love this. i live for this moment..