breaking bebe...

i'm really feeling bebe zeva at the moment. got horny as hell after writing her back and thought to myself if there were two chicks i could have at my sexual disposal right now it'd have to be st v and bebe. annie to make love to..bebe just to get a rock off. peep out those youtubes if you haven't already...sh*t let's all subscribe. demand more...tell her big j sent you. haven't lurked out a average girl since my myspace days in my closing teen years..before i got standards. it's been a while since i could think of a girl who's hair i wanted to pull more while hittin doggy..gettin my lil dick wet. bebe is also far more tangible than that of st vincent...believe i've finally found my true back up/last resort. she seems to believe that because she's sexy as hell but can also write legible english this makes her some kind of an online-based figure..someone to pay attention to. i'd rather she stick to what she's naturally good at..a tug bank..and less snarky tweets. save the "random/sarcastic" shit for the bedroom where you will need a sense of humor. just hope bebe is not disappointed that she's getting attention in the form of a blog and not a vid..bebe needs to understand she is not on my wavelength and is lucky to get even just a post at this point. grow beautifully into a young woman, gifted in musical ability with the sexiest face i ever seen and you may see some st vincent-level loyalty out of me..just my opinion..

also rarely in my youtube message center i had noticed a vid response back from sep 09 to my old nabisco vid that i never saw..clicked that which was good and i found this vid which i actually knew about but just forgot..



one of my several pulled youtube vids moved to an alternate channel by a loyal fan..i'd like to see this become more of an ongoing trend. youtube does some bullshit where they can sense a flagged vid even if you rename it/put it on a diff account so when this first happened i just gave up on youtube and put them to vimeo. then she reported them and got the whole vimeo account removed. i'm thinking if i maybe reencode them and put them on a new account that'll work...but then i want others to download those vids and put the same vids on random accounts..droppin lil jerkstore easter eggs up and around youtube. all the ones that got pulled. back before i'd learned to develop feelings. for those that weren't pussies these joints were considered once to be artful. it's not a path i plan to revisit so it is best that the originals remain. also want my most recent st v back on for example (who my ex also reported to vimeo and just had taken down). what you think???