anger
sorrow
reproach
last night's timeline in order of both location and feelings. this may be the last 35 min you hear from me for a while...i won't forgive myself and i am truly sorry. you cheered me on and you put your faith in my passion. please forgive but do not forget...i will make this right some day. this story was meant to have a happy ending
edit: i put a link in the comments but shout out to youtube.com/milkcowmani who currently has 7 vids from last night's show...upskirt on every vid. tight ass fuckin angle bro..tug bank status...*saved..
putting annie on blast right now...twitter.com/ryand1cks
the last 4 tweets are all to this vid
re:edit: blocked. been a while..glad to finally get some sort of emotion out of her...actually relieved. gone back to ryan_dicks4
31 comments:
FUCK
i'm sorry
what is the point of all this stupid shit? who cares? why are you spending your life this way?
drsokk is a bitch
sux dude, i couldn't get in either
you should have stayed and tried to catch her after the show.
i made the mistake of yelling out "where the scalpers at" as soon as i walked up in front. i lamped about 15 feet up from the entrance when a hispanic in a black hood approached me about a ticket and that his friend who was not there "might have it" and it'd cost me a "note"..this guy was full of shit and i hung around long enough for him to eventually pull me to the side and level with me that he was a snitch and he worked for the venue. i didn't believe him at first but a bald white faggot that did work there came up to him and had him move up front for a minute before coming back to talk to me and told me i could wait there all night but i wasn't getting in so i felt pressure to leave. in hindsight if i had anywhere else to go i should have just went to get something to eat and went back later and did that but i didn't have my netbook and don't know what to do with myself and my thought process as it happened was i was just too embarrassed to be anywhere near there after being rejected...i have not learned anything from this experience but the feeling was eye opening..i am considering a trip to p4k but would need some help along the way as the overall trip feels intimidating. my best hope is that afterwards she loops back around to the west coast before going back home to presumably work on her 3rd lp.
You let everyone down, Ryan.
You let me down.
I like songs. Do you?
one of my favorite things is when i'm listening to a song, and i find my own meaning in it that i can relate to, and ic an create my own relationship and bond with the song
http://cdn.pitchfork.com/media/grizzpull2.jpg
aw, jerkstore i was on the guestlist, i coulda got you in.
Jerkstore, you should try to fuck Best Coast.
you will prevail
i know it
yeah best coast is a fuckin babe and way more small time right now and a west coast babe and kinda dopey go for her dude
Did you really think she would put you on her guest list? or was that just to keep the joke going.
You are ridiculous dude.
man youre pathetic get a life
yes, make a trip to p4k or some other venue she is stopping by during this tour. wish the best for you man.
niggas need to understand that i'm not adverse to personal contact with independent superstars. edward droste (of grizzly bear) was very supportive of my short notice video ode to "cheerleader" last year and as a result put me on his personal guestlist to a sold out show days later to the fillmore. i figured i'd have gotten a response from annie. with only a week left and the last.fm "atendees" number growing by the day i realized it was time to make my move and not risk the offchance that i save myself 23 dollars.
i made a purchase that'd been on backorder for the last few weeks and only charged to my card when i purchased my ticket. i didn't wait for my confirmation and a few days with no confirmation email or charge to my card i realized it didn't go through and by then it was sold out. i then twittered her about 15 times that her help was both needed and urgent and that i would gladly pay her personally. she did not respond and i believed that getting a scalped ticket would be no problem and called no attention to it
annie at one point read each of my tweets. she only began to block me after i'd become "creepy" where i asked her if she ever catches young men looking up her skirt when she squates down to function her guitar pedals and a following tweet that i was planning this and for her to wear pants when she came here. i've sent her a combined like 60 tweets from the last couple weeks before i left to canada and the last few weeks since i've been back with no blocks. if she read and processed my pleas for her help and did nothing then that is shameful and she should feel bad but i want to believe she just doesn't read my twitters anymore instead
I'm gonna guess you PROBABLY didn't get in because they saw your name on the ticket purchase and rejected you because you're a fucking lunatic. I wouldn't want you at my show either.
wish you the best ryan but I really hope hope that you're seeing a psychiatrist or some kind of professional its clear you're in alot of pain. You're smart and I know you're a good person inside but you have some pretty unhealthy shit you need to squash as well.
Now regarding last night: annie is surprisingly tall, as tall as any of the guys in the band, bitch is long and as hell. Several times her dress slipped off her left shoulder while she was wailing on her guitar it was a sight to behold. Kept looking around for you, sorry you couldn't make it. Also sorry she didnt play human racing and sorry all these dumb bitches couldnt stop texting throughout the whole show, fuck.
thanks for the review bro..i been lookin for youtubes of the show last night..only a few ups from some bitch. check this out he's got a sweet angle http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y3IrnqMeLpQ
my man, skip to like 2:25 and her skirt is actually hiked all the way up and you get some fully exposed tights goin on...sweet as hell..
annie that dress looked retarded last night what were you thinking girl..you're falling back into your "actor" lp cover fashion sense with your lime green silk shirt big ass collar wearin ass....
yeah that bouncy leg dance also must be seen live for the full effect, I was however slightly put off by the number of dads in attendance. Someone next to me had both their parents with them snapping family photos. I was too afraid to take pictures after staff threatened to confiscate some neckbeard's camera.
Annie is only like 5'7 but it's basically crotch shots all night for anyone in the first 2-3 rows thanks to those dresses. Better not complain.
ryan...
i feel really bad
ever since you woke up that morning to see that concert date listed, i was so excited for you
god ryan
i know yr sad, but please don't leave the internet or stop posting
i'm young, but a tween in this world, so you're like a father figure to me
first your trip to niagara ontario canada north america and now this
fuck bro
just wanna reach through the internet and hug you
bave you ever thought of starting a band? maybe the indie elites would respect you more if you started a band and cause a movement, the next chillwave or something
just food for thought, idk
starting a band would be a good move ryan. ode to badhat was one of my favorite songs of 09.
It's weird how badhat has the most posts and yet I never notice any of them.
Has anyone ever opened the bike thread?
I haven't.
How do I know it's not just badhat post after badhat post after badhat post?
Do you think he talks about The Smiths in that thread?
I'm going to open it right now.
Oh, it's just a thread about riding bikes.
Cool.
start a band [3]
i love tug banks
hi Rydawg,
listen, i'm over here thinking that jen may have had a hand in this st. vincent fiasco and that she is somewhere up in the canada sitting indian style outside in the snow twirling her ridiculous hair locks lol'ing to herself with satisfaction about what happened to you.
oh and give dozer a call and have him interview you ok
Idiot.
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